This blog is more for myself than anyone else. I don't want to forget all that happens in our lives. Thanks for walking with me on this journey, we'll see how this evolves!
YAY! I love it! You will be SO thankful you did. It is my journal/scrapbook/online photo sharing/therapy and I am so thankful I have done it. And one day when you want a "real copy" just get it printed :)
I stopped blogging when I got my new phone....an iphone5. I had no reason to load pictures on the computer anymore. I take now directly load them onto facebook and have completely stopped putting them on the computer. 500+ pics later and the camera on my perfect phone is blurry. Turns out its not so perfect. So I decided I needed to go back to old school and use my "old" camera. We'll see how that turns out. I also miss documenting the family happenings and what God is teaching me about my current vocation--motherhood. I've been learning a lot this fall and really want to get it in writing. So I'm back to blogging. You may not see as many pictures as before until I get the phone camera fixed, but hopefully I'll be writing again.
I'm a pretty bold, honest person. I say it how it is. Those of you who have know me for only the past 10 years or so wouldn't believe that I haven't always been like this. The lying started in high school...at first, it was just my feelings & emotions. In college I progressed to hiding some pretty horrible behaviors. In the early post-college years I flat out lied about close to everything. The hiding and lying threatened my job and almost took my life. I hated myself. I hated my body, my personality, everything. And I didn't know why. I had no idea why I was so depressed, confused and angry. I had had a wonderful childhood and came from a great family. There was no abuse, no rebellion, no tragic deaths or horrible secrets. So the guilt set in. Shoot, I don't even have a good reason to feel this way. Depression turned to guilt turned to shame. It all became too much and the feelings needed an outlet. Thus, the birth of my 7-year-long struggle with an eating di...
Whoever said, "don't cry over spilled milk" never actually tipped over a bottle of human milk. They should have clarified that with "don't cry over spilled COW'S milk." And those same people never had to throw away old/bad/allergy-filled human milk either. When Mia was a baby I learned that I had an enzyme in my milk that caused it to taste different after being frozen. Allison never seemed to care, but Mia refused to drink my milk after it had been in the freezer. Once we discovered why she was refusing bottles, she only got the fresh stuff. I had about 85 ounces already in my deep freeze when all this craziness started. And for anyone who has ever pumped, throwing away milk is not easy. In fact, I couldn't do it. So it has remained in my deep freeze...until now. By the time the twins were born it was already passed the expiration date for frozen human milk. But I still couldn't bear to throw it out. Today I needed some space and actuall...
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